For those that dont know, my mom was recently diagnosed with breast cancer. Shes had all the diagnostic workups done. Her surgery is scheduled for 0800 tomorrow morning. At this point is a lumpectomy with a axillary lymph node dissection/removal and mediport insertion (for chemo). I just feel like it's come up SO fast. I work til 0700 and plan to make my way upstairs to where she'll be waiting.
She cut her hair in a short, pixie style today. It was a little past her shoulders. She thinks it'll be easier for her when she starts to lose her hair with the chemo (which starts in June), if its shorter. I poked fun at her when I saw her, we laughed. But when I got home, I lost it. It made her look so old. I'd been ok the last few weeks. I guess the surgery just brought all the feelings i thought I had worked out, back to the surface.
Id appreciate good vibes, prayers, white light and more good vibes...etc.
She cut her hair in a short, pixie style today. It was a little past her shoulders. She thinks it'll be easier for her when she starts to lose her hair with the chemo (which starts in June), if its shorter. I poked fun at her when I saw her, we laughed. But when I got home, I lost it. It made her look so old. I'd been ok the last few weeks. I guess the surgery just brought all the feelings i thought I had worked out, back to the surface.
Id appreciate good vibes, prayers, white light and more good vibes...etc.
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