So once again, just when I thought things were going along well I got blindsided and am back to being single. This one was on good terms and very civilized, but it still hurts like none other because regaurdless of the reason or how well the other person breaks it to you, most of what one hears when someone leaves them is "you're not good enough".
In the process of this falling apart I solicited advice from friends and family, big mistake. As soon as my mom heard about it she pulled me aside to tell me that I'm self-centered, one of my exes told me that I'm boring, and, well, let's just ay that in the future I'll be consulting my cat for advice on such things because she can't directly tell me "oh, well I can certainly see why she's leaving you".
Maybe there's something to all of this. Maybe I should pursue my dream of becoming a forest fire lookout for at least one summer. It might be a good living for one so self centered and boring as myself . I don't know....I really don't frakking know and I wish I had it in me to not care anymore. If someone could enlighten me on the rules of engagement after a "we're still fiends" breakup that would be lovely, because for reasons I don't want to ponder the sychological and insticntive triggers for, I'm extremely horny.
A bittersweet symphony indeed....but I've got a 12 pack of lognecks (grain belt beer....nice and smooth with a sweet aftertasre ) 3 seasong of SG_! and.............dammit! of all the times ot be out of ben & jerry's! A CURES O BOTH YOUR HOURSER BEN & jERRY!!!
"so many things we try to do truthfully, by the time it's through with us it all alls apart. Maybe somehow this scam will still save us all" -against me, I still love you Julie
In the process of this falling apart I solicited advice from friends and family, big mistake. As soon as my mom heard about it she pulled me aside to tell me that I'm self-centered, one of my exes told me that I'm boring, and, well, let's just ay that in the future I'll be consulting my cat for advice on such things because she can't directly tell me "oh, well I can certainly see why she's leaving you".
Maybe there's something to all of this. Maybe I should pursue my dream of becoming a forest fire lookout for at least one summer. It might be a good living for one so self centered and boring as myself . I don't know....I really don't frakking know and I wish I had it in me to not care anymore. If someone could enlighten me on the rules of engagement after a "we're still fiends" breakup that would be lovely, because for reasons I don't want to ponder the sychological and insticntive triggers for, I'm extremely horny.
A bittersweet symphony indeed....but I've got a 12 pack of lognecks (grain belt beer....nice and smooth with a sweet aftertasre ) 3 seasong of SG_! and.............dammit! of all the times ot be out of ben & jerry's! A CURES O BOTH YOUR HOURSER BEN & jERRY!!!
"so many things we try to do truthfully, by the time it's through with us it all alls apart. Maybe somehow this scam will still save us all" -against me, I still love you Julie
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