for reference my 2 YO niece has learned the word "esplode" as she cannot pronounce explode yet. cute if not spot on. And as of late I do not have anywhere else to vent but here...that is all for Background
Apparently having become pregnant means i get chores every day. Fine with me. That is until it became expected I do ALL the daily chores and now i'm not allowed outside. At first I thought fine, hubby is overreacting/paranoid/worried as with how busy i keep I'm still getting some excercise and taking it slow.
riiiiight
Now the only time I get to leave the house is when its time to go shopping or doctors appointments. WTH i ask for a little help and hubby either doesn't get it done or does it so half arsed or bad that I end up having to clean up after him or do it myself anyways. Alot of these things I ask for help with is because I cannot do them anymore for a while. No problem there Dad In Law helps me with what he can when he gets home. But even then I stopped asking due to guilt over it.
I'm basically alone all day. Hubby works nights gets home and does his short routine then goes to bed. Everyone else I know is at work thus unreachable unless its an emergency. Understandable. So if I talk to anyone its online and its maybe 10 15 minutes tops. All this I can take in stride as I just want to get through the day.
Today my doctors office calls, its the glucose (spelling) test results. I have been asked to come in as soon as I can to retake it due to the fact that the levels were low enough that it was a wonder I wasn't drooling and stuttering. Shocked me too. Maybe I'm over reacting, maybe not as I don't know what that means beyond low energy and lact of being able to properly function. Perhaps thats why I've been super depressed?
It would make sense since for the past few days I've done nothing beyond sleeping in, staying in bed or just staying in my room. If I go outside its to get the mail only to hear about being tattled on by the neighbors when hubby gets home. I stopped talking to just about everyone but mom when she calls on occasion.
So many more thoughts to point out but I'll stop. So...now can I "esplode"?
Apparently having become pregnant means i get chores every day. Fine with me. That is until it became expected I do ALL the daily chores and now i'm not allowed outside. At first I thought fine, hubby is overreacting/paranoid/worried as with how busy i keep I'm still getting some excercise and taking it slow.
riiiiight
Now the only time I get to leave the house is when its time to go shopping or doctors appointments. WTH i ask for a little help and hubby either doesn't get it done or does it so half arsed or bad that I end up having to clean up after him or do it myself anyways. Alot of these things I ask for help with is because I cannot do them anymore for a while. No problem there Dad In Law helps me with what he can when he gets home. But even then I stopped asking due to guilt over it.
I'm basically alone all day. Hubby works nights gets home and does his short routine then goes to bed. Everyone else I know is at work thus unreachable unless its an emergency. Understandable. So if I talk to anyone its online and its maybe 10 15 minutes tops. All this I can take in stride as I just want to get through the day.
Today my doctors office calls, its the glucose (spelling) test results. I have been asked to come in as soon as I can to retake it due to the fact that the levels were low enough that it was a wonder I wasn't drooling and stuttering. Shocked me too. Maybe I'm over reacting, maybe not as I don't know what that means beyond low energy and lact of being able to properly function. Perhaps thats why I've been super depressed?
It would make sense since for the past few days I've done nothing beyond sleeping in, staying in bed or just staying in my room. If I go outside its to get the mail only to hear about being tattled on by the neighbors when hubby gets home. I stopped talking to just about everyone but mom when she calls on occasion.
So many more thoughts to point out but I'll stop. So...now can I "esplode"?
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