My Seasonal Affective disorder has decided to start up early (it usually hits mid-Nov) It was really bad last weekend, which was terrible, because we went to the Pumpkin Fest in N.H. I had been looking forward to it for about a year (we had missed it last year)
Well, on the drive up and for half the day the bf was quiet, giving short answers...found out later that he wasn't feeling well. Fine, I'm quite too when sick, but I let people know I am not well instead of ignoring them Sadly, this ruined what was going to be an awesome day. I did talk (and cry) about it to him that night. He felt bad and was supportive.
Now though, and this seems silly, everytime I see something pumpkin I get bummed remembering, and this is bad because I am literally obessed with al thing pumpkin (the first site of them in fall is one of my favorite things). Trying to get over that, but its hard. And I have no Halloween plans yet, and it's my favorite day.
Trying to distract myself with new hobbies (eating healty, researching veggie/vegan foods, my lovely new Venus Fly Trap) but meh. Doesn't help that the weather is being typically New Engalnd right now...changing at the drop of a hat)
Hopefully this Sunday will be lovely, and I can go pick apple and get some more pumpkins.....weather gods, be good to me
Thanks for reading!
Well, on the drive up and for half the day the bf was quiet, giving short answers...found out later that he wasn't feeling well. Fine, I'm quite too when sick, but I let people know I am not well instead of ignoring them Sadly, this ruined what was going to be an awesome day. I did talk (and cry) about it to him that night. He felt bad and was supportive.
Now though, and this seems silly, everytime I see something pumpkin I get bummed remembering, and this is bad because I am literally obessed with al thing pumpkin (the first site of them in fall is one of my favorite things). Trying to get over that, but its hard. And I have no Halloween plans yet, and it's my favorite day.
Trying to distract myself with new hobbies (eating healty, researching veggie/vegan foods, my lovely new Venus Fly Trap) but meh. Doesn't help that the weather is being typically New Engalnd right now...changing at the drop of a hat)
Hopefully this Sunday will be lovely, and I can go pick apple and get some more pumpkins.....weather gods, be good to me
Thanks for reading!
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