I hate myself

[Sliceanddice]

So after watching a horrible horrible movie (Legion) having fun in the chat, watching suze and walking the pup i finally at midnight drag my butt into bed, exhausted.

que 1:30 am me staring at the wall ( i dont lay on my back if i can help it) unable to fall asleep.

I run through my usual pre bed stuff, turn off all possible light but my alarm clock, if ive had a creative day like today i let my self day dream and/build dreams for the night, as the time drags on i even do a *clears throat* a more adult thing in hopes of relaxing.

Nothing!!!

Midnight i cant keep my eyes open its now almost 3 am and i cant sleep!! hell i even watched the semi finale episode of Hannah Montana (it was on).

Now i can either take a Shower, A sleeping pill, Both, or write for awhile.

I hate myself.

[Plaidman]

Sorry. I know that feeling.

I can tell ya, you do get use to it after awhile. Though there will be days where all you do is sleep, and other times where no matter what you do, you won't sleep for a few days.


I hate it. But, well can't change it.