I didn't meet my new 2010 resolutions as..
a) I'm still overweight
b) I'm still stuck at the cemetery of dreams
c) I haven't been able to cook every day as I wanted to.
Because
a) I developed tendinitis/carpal tunnel on both wrists and some days, I can't even brush my own hair.
BUT.. the upside is I have become a LOT more active, so although I'm still heavy, I'm not AS heavy (people say I lost weight and I just can't see it. The scale says I'm still at the weight I started but clothes fit baggy. Strange...). With this increased activity, I've also become a lot more social.
So why does this matter?
Because although I'm still fat and stuck at the call center because of the terrible condition my wrists are, I'm a lot happier than I was last January. I'm heavy, yes, but I've come to terms with it and no longer sit there and cry in misery. I suppose my confidence has sky rocketed too, with everything else.
OMG.. I HAVE FRIENDS.
o.O
Like.. really, honest-to-goodness, "I don't sugarcoat the truth but always will have your back" sort of friends. I forgot how amazing it felt to be social. ^-^
a) I'm still overweight
b) I'm still stuck at the cemetery of dreams
c) I haven't been able to cook every day as I wanted to.
Because
a) I developed tendinitis/carpal tunnel on both wrists and some days, I can't even brush my own hair.
BUT.. the upside is I have become a LOT more active, so although I'm still heavy, I'm not AS heavy (people say I lost weight and I just can't see it. The scale says I'm still at the weight I started but clothes fit baggy. Strange...). With this increased activity, I've also become a lot more social.
So why does this matter?
Because although I'm still fat and stuck at the call center because of the terrible condition my wrists are, I'm a lot happier than I was last January. I'm heavy, yes, but I've come to terms with it and no longer sit there and cry in misery. I suppose my confidence has sky rocketed too, with everything else.
OMG.. I HAVE FRIENDS.
o.O
Like.. really, honest-to-goodness, "I don't sugarcoat the truth but always will have your back" sort of friends. I forgot how amazing it felt to be social. ^-^
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