just got the news one of hub's coworkers that I was friends with and just stopped communicating passed due to a heart attack. we all knew how she lived, and her lifestyle wasn't that healthy and she DID try to improve it, but it was one of those that you know what will take them just don't want to deal with it when it does happen. This is more of a thought than a debate please don't take it that way and I do apologize if it seems a debate it isn't. (IE she was a smoker and big eater and knew her vices but she had a happy life so when she was alive she was happy at least) however she left behind two kids, grown of course but still they were her kids.
....of course in shock and reminded of the feeling I felt when someone I cared about passes away and tat I STILL don't like that feeling and wished it had remain something almost forgotten or forgotten.
Yet instead my mind turns to questions of what about her family and what can I do to help? (rhetorical question in that I know what I CAN do but what do these people need from me that I can do)
sorry, just had to get it out instead of hold it in
....of course in shock and reminded of the feeling I felt when someone I cared about passes away and tat I STILL don't like that feeling and wished it had remain something almost forgotten or forgotten.
Yet instead my mind turns to questions of what about her family and what can I do to help? (rhetorical question in that I know what I CAN do but what do these people need from me that I can do)
sorry, just had to get it out instead of hold it in
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