Finally offical word.

[Mytical]

Thanks for the support everybody. Right now just in waiting mode until the 30th..when the process of figuring out if any cancer has spread. Dealing ok with it for now.

[Kristev]

I wish I could help you.

[dragon_wings]

*super mega gentle hugs* I hoping for the best Myt.

[Gizmo]

*hugs*. I hope that you get the all clear.

Its a bit cliched but it always seems to be the good ones. (Perception filters I guess)

[XCashier]

I third what Mikkel said, and I too am praying they got it all.

[Redbeard]

That's not whining, Mytical, that's justifiable "The FUCK?!"
Don't give up, man. I know it's hard, but you need to keep laughing whenever you can or you start crying.
Hell, my bro had one of his removed about 2 years ago, and last weekend I was able to hold my 4 month old godson for the first time.

[tropicsgoddess]

Holy shit! I hope the cancer specialist is real good! You have every reason to vent and vent away you shall!

[Midnight12]

Everyone here loves you and is hoping for the best for you. Please let us all know when you do.

second, third and so on to that. you have many friends and a massive support group here too.

[AccountingDrone]

Definitely feel free to vent.

Think of the good karma in your next spin around the wheel!

[Teefies2]

Mytical, I'm sending you good wishes and gentle hugs, if it won't upset Marmalady :-D I know it is hard but please know that we love you and care deeply for you. As someone said above, this is definately NOT your fault and it sucks. Hang in there buddy.

[DGoddessChardonnay]

This royally sucks ass, Mytical.

Keep us posted and let us know what the results of your appointment are - hopefully they found it all, but nonetheless I'm keeping my fingers crossed and saying prayers for you.

And don't you dare apologize for whinging . . .you're among family here and you have every right to vent as much as anyone else who's going through rough times.

Please keep hanging in there . . . we're all pulling for you.

[draggar]

Good luck with it - while no cancer is good, testicular cancer does have a high cure rate. As long as it hasn't spread anywhere else (and spreading isn't common with this form of cancer) you should be in the clear when this treatment is done (hopefully your treatments will go smoothly).

You have every right to vent - cancer is nothing to joke about and can be very serious (and extremely serious when you have it). Stay positive - it's been proven (well, observationally but not scientifically) that a positive attitude (and even thinking about beating the cancer) has improved healing rates.

When your treatment(s) are all done and there are no signs of it coming back you can look back and say "I beat cancer". I know a few people who have and it is a self confidence boost.

Not only that, this thread can act as a reminder for everyone to get checked / screened when they should.

[Pixilated]

For whatever comfort it's worth, Mytical, I was found to have the "silent killer" cancer (ovarian) -- two decades ago. It was a helluva shock. However, I've now lived long enough past it to wreck my blood sugar levels ...

Hang in there. We are all pulling for you!

[Mytical]

Not really about the cancer (go tomorrow to start figuring out about that)..but lately my feet have been numb or having sharp pains again..*sighs* legs hurting bad too..though soaking them helps..for a little.

[Dilorenzo]

Sorry, Myt. There's nothing more I can say, though the variety of curses running through my mind pretty much say it all.

Hoping for the best.