Finally offical word.

[Mytical]

Though not good news. Doctor today gave the official verdict. Biopsy showed that it was indeed testicular cancer (this was suspected, but had to wait until they removed it and biopsied it for verification), and it was Malignant. Going the 30th to see if it was all removed or not, then have to go to a cancer specialist who will test for other cancers (to be on the safe side). It is good to finally know, and not just suspect..but I can tell you I am not in a good place right now.

I can't help but wonder what I've done that is so horrible that I've been saddled with such pain and problems. Diabetes, Nash, Cancer, Cirrhosis.. Never drank (besides an occasional drink hadn't had more then 5 beers in my entire lifetime up to age 31), no drugs..stood up for people who wouldn't/couldn't themselves..treated people better then I myself want to be treated..

I know, deep down, it is nothing I did..but that is cold comfort. For those of you with bigger burdens to carry you have nothing but my respect. Ok..done whinging for now.

[PhiSigGirl1988]

So sorry to hear that. You've been through Hell and back, it seems. Hopefully the cancer specialist has good news and says that all of the cancer was removed. Will be keeping you in my thoughts.

[Crossbow]

Damn, Mytical. Hopefully they did get all of it. And I'd say you've earned the right to whine/bitch/rant a bit. I'll be thinking about you as well, and please keep us informed.

[Seraph]

Fricking....I'm so sorry, myt. Big hugs, dude, and gonna keep praying even harder for ya. If you ever need someone to talk to, PM me, I'm here for ya.

[Pixilated]

Damn, Mytical. Hopefully they did get all of it. And I'd say you've earned the right to whine/bitch/rant a bit. I'll be thinking about you as well, and please keep us informed.

I second this absolutely. You are in my prayers, Mytical. Hope the cancer specialist has good news for you.

[Rapscallion]

That's not whinging, it's a statement of fact. Vent away, mate.

Fingers crossed that it's all gone.

Rapscallion

[AnaKhouri]

Actually...I can't think of anyone I know who has bigger problems than you right now. You got dealt an exceptioanlly shitty genetic hand.

Everyone here loves you and is hoping for the best for you. Please let us all know when you do.

[Kheldarson]

You are well within your right to whinge if you want, Myt.

Y'know, next time I take a road trip, I'm coming out to Ohio. Just to make sure you get a smile for a day.

[MoonCat]

Mytical, I will pray that it's all gone and you are fine now! Rant all you want. Just never think you did anything to bring this on yourself. None of us have control over the genetic hand we're dealt. Keeping good thoughts for you!

[kansasgal]

I'll keep you in my thoughts Mytical, and do some juju for you as well. I hope it's all gone.

[Kogarashi]

::hugs:: You're in my thoughts and prayers too, Myt. Hang in there.

[Mikkel]

Your situation is certainly not a punishment for what you have done. You shouldn't waste thoughts on that one.
We like you and of course we want to know how you are. Update often and don't call it whining.
I hope you will get better soon.

[Mishi]

*points up* I second what Mikkel said! Don't worry Myt, we love you and care about you. *huge hugs* I hope they got it all and that it hasn't spread, the whole situation sucks.

[Bella_Vixen]

*many hugs*

[Zaiida]

*Big hugs*. Cancer is a, well the other C word. Wishing you the best.