So, lately I've been going a bit downhill mentally. Things are always rough for me during the "off" week on my BC pills, but the past few months it's been getting worse, to where I'm having anxiety attacks and having to take Xanax. I'm going to have to go take one now. I've been holding off on it, but it's been coming on since yesterday. Yesterday I was depressed. Today I'm vibrating. My mind is spinning faster and faster and feel like I'm literally going to vibrate right out of my skin. At the same time I'm paralyzed. I'm having trouble getting anything done. So I'm sitting here on the couch, bored because my brain can't concentrate on anything long enough to be distracted from all the crazy it's creating and I can't get up and do anything with all of this energy.
Just needed to vent some place where I knew other people would understand.
Off to take a Xanax and a shower and get dressed (sitting around in one's pj's doesn't help things).
Just needed to vent some place where I knew other people would understand.
Off to take a Xanax and a shower and get dressed (sitting around in one's pj's doesn't help things).
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