well, It seems to be going okay. The people are great, really friendly and I really like the job, even if I'm not used to sititng down all day.
Thing is, I'm worried I'm not learning fast enough. The other day in cash out, ALL the numbers added up, yet I still somehow missed a large cash payment and a few minor things which were kind of serious.
My boss doesnt help I should admit... "Why didn't you do this?" "Its because you're not paying attention!" "This isn't that hard!" and treating me somewhat like a child (LITERALLY she tells me what I say just before I was going to say it anyways withotu being prompted, and if I hesitate even the slightest amount she goes ahead and says it for me, then goes into a 20 minute (or at least, it feels like it ) Explanation of why we say it AGAIN, even though I already know. ). She has had me near tears a few times.
I dont know what's wrong with me... I /am/ trying my best, and working to get everything right... half the time I forget things becuase I get flustered at her, but I'm terrified of saying anything because well... I can get let go without any warning and I really dont want to lose this job. I need this job desperately.
I'm trying to figure out WHY I'm having so many problems if its 'not that hard'. But I really want to cry sometimes because of her.
I did cash out again last night, I spent all night laying in bed praying to god that I didnt make any more mistakes. the other girls reassure me that everyone made mistakes like that when they started.
Thing is, I'm worried I'm not learning fast enough. The other day in cash out, ALL the numbers added up, yet I still somehow missed a large cash payment and a few minor things which were kind of serious.
My boss doesnt help I should admit... "Why didn't you do this?" "Its because you're not paying attention!" "This isn't that hard!" and treating me somewhat like a child (LITERALLY she tells me what I say just before I was going to say it anyways withotu being prompted, and if I hesitate even the slightest amount she goes ahead and says it for me, then goes into a 20 minute (or at least, it feels like it ) Explanation of why we say it AGAIN, even though I already know. ). She has had me near tears a few times.
I dont know what's wrong with me... I /am/ trying my best, and working to get everything right... half the time I forget things becuase I get flustered at her, but I'm terrified of saying anything because well... I can get let go without any warning and I really dont want to lose this job. I need this job desperately.
I'm trying to figure out WHY I'm having so many problems if its 'not that hard'. But I really want to cry sometimes because of her.
I did cash out again last night, I spent all night laying in bed praying to god that I didnt make any more mistakes. the other girls reassure me that everyone made mistakes like that when they started.
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