I just need to vent.
Somehow, I managed to injure my upper arm/shoulder area. Happened gradually, starting in late Feb.-early March. My regular doc thinks it's a torn rotator cuff; I suspect pinched nerve, or both. I had to wait a month to get in to see her and she wants me to see a specialist.
He can't see me until MID-SEPTEMBER.
I can't sleep more than 2-3 hrs at a time, my arm hurts ALL. THE. TIME. and I have lost probably 50% or more of my range of motion on that side? Nothing helps: heat packs or ice packs, ibuprofen, meloxicam, an herbal thing (vinoprin). None of it. She gave me a sling to wear in bed to limit motion but it's hideously uncomfortable.
My choices suck. Wait; find an urgent care place & spend half a day sitting around while they see more important stuff (it's not killing me, after all) just to get an x-ray, and even then I'll still need to see a specialist afterward; call every orthopedist in the area and see if anyone has an appt. before Sept. 16; aaaand that's about it.
I'm tired. This sucks. It fucking HURTS. I'm so frustrated I'm ready to scream. My sister jokingly suggested medical MJ and if I had ever smoked anything in my life, I'd be tempted to go knock on the neighbors' door. If they didn't have any I'm sure they could point me in the right direction.
Somehow, I managed to injure my upper arm/shoulder area. Happened gradually, starting in late Feb.-early March. My regular doc thinks it's a torn rotator cuff; I suspect pinched nerve, or both. I had to wait a month to get in to see her and she wants me to see a specialist.
He can't see me until MID-SEPTEMBER.
I can't sleep more than 2-3 hrs at a time, my arm hurts ALL. THE. TIME. and I have lost probably 50% or more of my range of motion on that side? Nothing helps: heat packs or ice packs, ibuprofen, meloxicam, an herbal thing (vinoprin). None of it. She gave me a sling to wear in bed to limit motion but it's hideously uncomfortable.
My choices suck. Wait; find an urgent care place & spend half a day sitting around while they see more important stuff (it's not killing me, after all) just to get an x-ray, and even then I'll still need to see a specialist afterward; call every orthopedist in the area and see if anyone has an appt. before Sept. 16; aaaand that's about it.
I'm tired. This sucks. It fucking HURTS. I'm so frustrated I'm ready to scream. My sister jokingly suggested medical MJ and if I had ever smoked anything in my life, I'd be tempted to go knock on the neighbors' door. If they didn't have any I'm sure they could point me in the right direction.
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