I hate my job.
Abso-fucking-lutely hate it.
Two months ago I quit and got a job canvassing for and environmental group. I didn't think it was possible to hate a job more than I hated working at the grocery store. I was wrong.
Luckily, I got fired.
Unluckily, I couldn't find anything else, so I did the responsible thing and got the grocery store to hire me back.
I thought it wouldn't be as bad at first. After all, I've had two months to wind down and let go of my hatred.
Who the hell was I kidding? It's worse now. I find it almost impossible not to say some of the things that pop into my brain. I nearly started yelling at a coworker in front of customers when she was being a lazy bitch, nearly ten minutes late back from break, still talking on her cell phone, and just moseying about when she could see I had a line 10 people deep.
I don't know what to do. I'm not qualified for anything, really. My only experience is in a grocery store, I don't have a degree, and I can't stay here long enough to get one. I'll go nuts. And I have no idea where to look for something else.
I just feel so stuck.
Abso-fucking-lutely hate it.
Two months ago I quit and got a job canvassing for and environmental group. I didn't think it was possible to hate a job more than I hated working at the grocery store. I was wrong.
Luckily, I got fired.
Unluckily, I couldn't find anything else, so I did the responsible thing and got the grocery store to hire me back.
I thought it wouldn't be as bad at first. After all, I've had two months to wind down and let go of my hatred.
Who the hell was I kidding? It's worse now. I find it almost impossible not to say some of the things that pop into my brain. I nearly started yelling at a coworker in front of customers when she was being a lazy bitch, nearly ten minutes late back from break, still talking on her cell phone, and just moseying about when she could see I had a line 10 people deep.
I don't know what to do. I'm not qualified for anything, really. My only experience is in a grocery store, I don't have a degree, and I can't stay here long enough to get one. I'll go nuts. And I have no idea where to look for something else.
I just feel so stuck.
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